I´m feeling disappointed, again, and... what can I say, the same people are making me feel like this... what´s wrong when the people you thought would be your friends forever act in some way that you never expected?
Two of the most important people of my life, two of my best friends even if I don´t usually tell (at least I don´t usually tell them, just because I think they already know), both of them made me almost cry tonight... Shouldn´t friends have confidence on each other? shouldn´t you relay on me if I tell you I´ll do something? and... you... I just thought that you knew me better, that you would be able to distinguish the things that I didn´t want to happen... the things that I want to know...
I need to express myself, I needed to write this... even if I don´t know who will be reading it, and who will be capable of understanding it... but it was just what I needed to do.
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I´m still missing you...
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Why everything seems to be wrong in my life lately???
I feel like I need something, but... I need to discover what it is!
Y oyes historias, gente enferma, en el hospital, y te pillan cerca y te das cuenta de...
Que en el fondo llorar no hace ni mal ni bien, aunque sirve para desahogarse, pero la vida no se acaba en un par de llantos.
Que en el fondo aunque las cosas se rompen y hay historias que acaban, la vida sigue...
Que en el fondo todas las cosas se quedan en simples tonterías cuando te enteras de cosas más graves...
Que en el fondo todos estais bien y si os pasara algo no sé que haría...